Thursday, 21 September 2017

Autumn Equinox 2017

Return to the Central Pacific

I share that universal reaction, now that I have a home: it is such a pleasure to return.

Admittedly, when I'm traveling I want to keep going, see what is over the next ridge; check out another city.

Family and friends make me welcome; tell me I'm looking well.

Keeping connections, long-term, takes an effort both joyful and sad.

Finances and energy levels demand I stop. Mixed blessing. I've done what I could, then let go.

Return to Molokai is sweet. Flying into Honolulu from San Francisco is swift. Seeing my island home from the air gave me a rush, I wanted to point it out to everyone around, 'That's my home. It looks just like the map – rather like a fish. It's so clear from up here.'

yes, a pleasure to return.


[canoe race finish line]


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Four years ago I said I would return to Oregon to see the solar eclipse. And that I did. In August I viewed the eclipse in Lebanon, OR. (east of Corvallis on the South Santiam River). It was a classic celestial event, the slow awareness of change, the suspension of reality during totality with beautiful aurora, then sudden diamond ring glint as the earth keeps turning and the shadow passes on. Being the type of person who watches the credits after a film, I had to wait until the sun was whole again before I would leave.



Previous to that major event I had been in Hood River visiting my older sister Lorraine and her family. Here are my shots of Mt. Hood and Multnomah Falls. This is the area of the Columbia River Gorge that is being devastated by the Eagle Creek fire. The old lodge at the falls was saved, but it's not over yet. As of Sept 19th rain has come and outlook is now much better.

 

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I spent a week in Eugene visiting long time friends and getting quality time with my son Nat and his partner Brandi. He does computer 'stuff' and she makes fantastic wrapped wire jewelry. They arranged time off from jobs and we spent a beautiful long weekend at Newport on the coast. I had the Oscar Wilde room at the Sylvia Beach Hotel where they serve hot mulled wine at night in the library. Ah, indulgences...



Photos of Oscar Wilde room, Sutton Beach Overlook, that's me in the shark's jaws at the aquarium in Newport, and the sea lions in the harbor making an incredible racket.





 
           
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I must mention my detour to Powell's Bookstore in Portland; a book-lovers heaven. I came out with only two books (travel light) plus a free shipping coupon! Then returning the rental car to Portland airport I found my way to San Jose in less than two hours. There I stayed with Carolyn, a dear friend I've known since the 1960's. We worked together in Los Angeles and then were neighbors in New York City; lots of wonderful memories shared. She has consistently inspired and encouraged me over the years.

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My next jaunt by Cal-train, BART and bus got me up to Healdsburg north of Santa Rosa, for a pleasant visit with my younger sister Ellen and her family which increased since I was last there with the addition of her new grandson. The fierce heat and smoky sky kept us indoors while we shared old photos. I brought some from our other sister in Oregon;




















[mother, older sister & me early 1940's; younger sister & me early 1960's; mother, me & Nat - 2nd b'day]

The heat limited our usual walking around but we did go to the Armstrong Redwood Grove just outside Guerneville in the coast range to walk among the magic. The time span (1400 years) and size of those trees (300') puts me in different perspective.


Old, large, lovely, 
Impressive trees. 
Non bending, non-burning Redwoods 
capture the sky and keep it anchored to the Earth.
We stand in awe.

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My last adventure was a day in San Francisco. I walked around the Castro district and attended a San Francisco Mime Troupe performance in Deloris Park; their production of Walls. The SFMT does political, musical satire, a longtime institution in the Bay Area.

  
  







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Then the circle was completed as I reclaimed the peace and clean air of home.

My sincere thanks to those who shared this adventure with me, and apologies to all those I did not get to see. You are not forgotten.



Friday, 16 June 2017

Summer Solstice 2017

Dragon Fruit


SONG OF PERPETUAL SUMMER


Trade Winds set tempo, 
coffee on lanai greets day; 
sort the shades of blue.

Temperature rise 
harmonizing scent patterns 
with waves and sea birds.

Bending, stitching words 
throughout the soft melody; 
tapestry of palms.

Our dreams and memories 
string sensuous lei each day; 
generations link.

Chance encounters, whims
provide counterpoint, accent;
surprise of ginger.

An inclination 
towards hammock resolution;
afternoon answers.

Sunset promises, 
celebrate by letting go;
reward of night sky.

1. Halawa

2. Sandy

3. Ali'i Fish Pond


4. Canoe Club

5. Beach and Wharf

6. Hale O Lono

7. Dixie Maru

8. Mo'omomi
9. Kalaupapa
10 Hina and Gourd of Three Winds
by Alapai Hanapi
at Moloka'i Public Libray

Cashew Fruit



Key to photo locations

Friday, 10 March 2017

Spring Equinox 2017

(left to right) Moloka'i, Maui, Lanai
view from Kaunakakai wharf at sunrise

Tuesday, March 14, the night and day were equal in Hawai'i

(here is copy of poem on photo)
Ode to the Central Pacific
My latitude is firm - above the equator, not much below the Tropic of Cancer

It's my meridian I am having trouble pinning down; some 20 plus degrees east of the International Date Line

Tomorrow is just over that line. No, I can't see it either but it takes 24 hours to cover the short hop from here to there

Everything is far away, especially yesterdays. Their reflections are just patterns of light tossed off without a care

I sit on the wharf and watch the sky and water unite three islands of the most remote place on our earth

Sunset pulls my mind toward New Zealand, Australia, India; with sunrise come thoughts of the mainland

The moon follows along in its own whimsical fashion; like me not caring to keep up or stay on the path

Once I cared where I was: location location location. Now being warm and having a place to swim are my only priorities

Cards and letters are welcome. Eventually they find me and eventually I reply with odes to oceans and orchids
      Ruth Ann Howden
            March 8, 2017

Tuesday, 17 January 2017

PERSISTENCE

Persistence

never not resist
isolation and comfort
must  be  overcome

searching hope within cloud of hopelessness
here I am living 
well
but if I raise my head up 
even a little, I see poverty, 
a little more shows 
environmental despair,
 
under these issues I see 
individual and corporate greed 

looming in the imminent future
fascism led by # 45

so I duck my head and feel the exhaustion of impotence.
a few deep breaths and 
I revive
give myself a pep talk -- one 
thing I know 
about myself 
I am persistent.
must do my part 
to resist. 

(As Joseph O'Neill has his narrator, 
a poet, proclaim,  ending 
my new favorite story:
'Pardon Edward Snowden'
December 12th issue New Yorker) 

"Silently and exultantly, he roared, Never give in. Never not resist."


Friday, 16 December 2016

Winter Solstice 2016

My new adventure: in November I moved from the big city of Honolulu to the rural Island of Molokai.

There is a bumper sticker here that says "don't change Molokai, let Molokai change you."

And from one full moon till the next full moon that is what has been happening for me. From sunrise to sunset enjoying the peace and beauty is how I fill my days. 


 

Oh yes, I must mention the stars! I love just stepping out my back door and seeing the stars at night.

I have started a small container garden and my new pet is a phalaenopsis orchid, a splendid gift from
friends in Honolulu. And my favorite hangout is the public library – part of wonderful state system



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I did participate in a small art and craft fair at our Senior Center; it was a way to get to meet people. On this small and friendly Island everyone seems to know everyone. Of course that can be expected with a population of only 7,000 people on the entire Island. There are no traffic lights and I was here almost two weeks before I heard a siren. Only 50 miles from Honolulu, it is an entirely different world. I feel very lucky to be here.

 

Winter festivities started out here in Kaunakakai with a Parade of Lights. It seemed that most of the island’s population attended the parade and Festival afterwards.

At the start of the 2003 invasion of  Iraq I designed a bumper sticker --  I think we need it now more than ever. It said:
GODDESS FORGIVE AMERICA    (if anyone wants to print these up, go for it!)
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Monday, 19 September 2016

Fall Equinox 2016

As the days approach balance with the nights I find a calm interlude to give thanks and appreciate all my lucky stars. The universe is abundant.

I have accumulated an abundance of haiku. My goal this summer was to write one a day; some days I got carried away spewing them out. I’ve gathered about three dozen into a little chapbook titled
 “A Scattering of Haiku”.

1000 year old friend
Always advises to boldness
Grab their attention



Here are a few new haiku: 

Haiku syllables 
five, seven, five wrap little 
gift of awareness

Do nothing each day 
letting go of time will give 
abundance of time

Boldness is not brash 
Nor is it rude. To be bold
Is to fill the need
(for Diane, Sept 12, 2016)

Spontaneity
living life in the moment
it all takes planning

And some of my summer favorites:

Snatch and pin them down
Words of iridescent hue
Butterfly language

This is my piece work
Selecting and stitching words
Into peaceful web

Words still can create
Mind ships to carry away
Reader to herself

Lamenting his choice
Clockwise or counter-clockwise
Island biker sits


Photo taken at Honolulu Museum of Art with Guanyin; I am holding Kathy Phillip's delightful book of poetry titled "This Isn't A Picture I'm Holding: Kuan Yin"